saying, "Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?"

I don't want to fall back to tradition because transition is hard, I want to move over this mountain which is so high. I hate to stay here because I want to prove to them that walking this path is right.

I believe it is possible, speak to me now. I wants to be obey. I hate feeling this way.

redirect me, renew me, resurrect me now.